27 Jan 2009

I.T:

i trulili enjoyed my QT. . .made me really think and kalkal my innermost skeletons.

If dyesebel is a sirena that pinoys would love to have in their aquarium ... in the bible or in God's ampalaya, Jezebel stands for something else that not even your tabo would love to have :-)

Having a Jezebel spirit (of course derive from queen jezebel from the book of Kings) means having a tricky agenda of seducing us from our relationshop with God and what He has called us to do. This jezebel spirit can manifest in many forms in our life (fear, discouragement, confusion, terror, cowardice, etc) with the sole aim of tearing us away from God (aba sineswerte sya!). A good example for me: sharing the ampalaya is such a terrfying thing for me. If this happens, we need to ask God to help us. We need to repent so we will be restored. The good news is that everything Jesus did on the cross was meant to restore us!

then i pondered some more.....

what if i look at this in another angle? do i dare do it? yes!

I have to admit that there are times in my life that i am the jezebel to other people. nakakahiya ano? but then its true! i have put fear or discouragement in other people by some of my ways. and by doing that, i know i have turned them off from God :-(

My Mom gets mad at me when i can't seem to find anything right with what she says/does. or my past bfs might have been so mad at me coz i broke up with them.

So i guess i shd not only repent that i let the jezebel spirit get in my life BUT MORE SO because i have been a jezebel to some people.

kaya nga ba diosa na lang ako ngayon eh. hahaha

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